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every girl wants a beautiful happy ending. every girl aspires that perfect prince with a silver shining Volvo. every girl plans her perfect wedding dress. every girl wants a happy ending.

i was young; i had passions and life to me was magical. i was waiting for my destiny, letting fate come my way- que sera sera! i have my criteria's, dreams, aspirations for that perfect love story , oh how i long for it. so my every day was full of love, full of hope and full of life. i was constructing my own love story one day when he came; he was smart , he was cool, he was persistent. and that moment i knew he was what i was waiting for. he met my criteria you see and i didn't ask for more. hand in hand we built our mansion- our home. were in-love and we were happy. we vowed the words of everlasting love. we had our world-- our different realm.

but one day someone knocked our door and as we opened it, we saw that commotion was astray. we then realized that we were locked up in our castle that the reality we forgot. then someone, whom i didn't expect to come, came. and right then i knew that while i was busy doing mine.. and we were busy doing ours, i made a simple mistake; i wasn't her queen, but he was indeed my king. and as the truth came out, i just didn't know what to do, i wasn't given a clue. my magical world turned dark, my lively life turned dull. there's no such thing as fate, nothings meant and destiny's a lie and i can prove that!

i was young then but now am fully grown, right then i knew i would be someone else. undeniably, i know that i had cried for love... i begged for love... and i prayed for love. i was left alone with ache, sorrow and pain. but nevertheless i am thankful, because that pain was the only reminder of him, cause when he left, he took everything even my soul with him resulting me to live life soullessly. living life without any reasons why.

"it wasn't a happy ending" at last i said "nor a so-called love whatever".

march 3 2010- Saturday

1:45 p.m.